i cant turn away......

In all the presumed brightness,
i wasnt aware of the killing darkness;
Uptill i saw my dream,
which took me to madness;
Dream which itself has flickered,
but am still lingered;
Screaming to turn away,
trying to run away;
Falling into the bottomless pit,
I just see the blinking ray of dream;
But i cant TURN AWAY,
even when its taking me to madness;
I have been charmed by the dream,
in all presumed brightness.

but am waiting.....

i got some roses,
wrote some proses;
roses have withered,
proses are dead;

but still am waiting,
and the fone isnt ringing;
mistakes am thinking,
deserted am roaming;

hopes are dieing,
death isnt coming;
am not chasing,
but am waiting.....