i cant turn away......

In all the presumed brightness,
i wasnt aware of the killing darkness;
Uptill i saw my dream,
which took me to madness;
Dream which itself has flickered,
but am still lingered;
Screaming to turn away,
trying to run away;
Falling into the bottomless pit,
I just see the blinking ray of dream;
But i cant TURN AWAY,
even when its taking me to madness;
I have been charmed by the dream,
in all presumed brightness.

but am waiting.....

i got some roses,
wrote some proses;
roses have withered,
proses are dead;

but still am waiting,
and the fone isnt ringing;
mistakes am thinking,
deserted am roaming;

hopes are dieing,
death isnt coming;
am not chasing,
but am waiting.....

Some tit-bits I wrote along the way ----- for a change a deep one

u cn b laid 2 rst,
e1 b4 u r dead!
in da scatterd bylanes,
nxt path awaits!
dnt fly it cn ev1,
strick u den!
Dnt cry, dnt laugh,
it wudnt help!
Jst dnt wait,
take my advice!
Liv lyf,
til u cum 2 face!!
Wen I undestood dis,
Was it 2 late????

The 8RF Game

Here are the modified rules:
1. Players start with 8 random thoughts about themselves.
2. Those who are tagged should post these rules and their 8 random facts.

Preview:

I was tagged by a very good friend long time back , wasn't interested but didn't get any interesting idea this month so.... here I am with "the tagging" game...I have an "Idea"....guesss.....

Lets Play

1. I still don't understand....may be I don't learn from experiences........

2. I really hate the petty politics I see everyday...that's why I don't like company.......but can't help.....m a social animal....

3. I like to play games by rules but have to play it by the rules of opponent ....running is not like me ....can smoothly play it that way too....

4. I don't remember if I ever believed in GOD, but tried it ...... seriously it was no use.... so many God's no humanity..my GOD...

5. am not materialistic but to live life kingsize you got to have it.......n I agree....red/black Ferrari...personal jet....got to give them a try....wink...

6. am a damn serious and emotional person....what if people don't agree -- their perception....lolz...

7. paradox....m too simple....that's me....ask anyone ....confusion n irritation ....try creating one n U will enjoy it...n others will either get irritated or call u confused..don't worry...

8. was in pensive mood when wrote this .... ooohh great its over ...relieved

Epilogue: confused or irritated......or calling me one..... that was my "Idea" for this blog.....wink..

Were You there?????.....nope...you are.........

What can you do,
When you lose Something You never Had;
Whom can you curse,
When you dont even believe in that damn god;
What can you do of pain,
When you know the cure but....;
As You know things would never be Same,
Even if the world change.........

Dont know if this gets to & in : YOU

A poem for someone whom I never told;
written for you, even if you are lost!
Just to wake you up;
That let n number of persons be your friend!
But never let this one out of your head;
You may look good or not!
they care, I do not;
You can say I am too Odd!
But I will be always the one to count on;
You may curse, you may cry for this!
but one never realises till the person is gone;
Don't Think, don't get Angry!
Just KILL ME if I AM WRONG.

----- WORDs AND WORDs ARE NOT ALL THE THINGS I HAVE !! WINK !!! -----

Can't get Shorter than this...........

PREFACE:
hey, I have written few very short stories, only three to four words stories, I don't know if you have read story like these before. But they are quite a fad and have been written since long time. Even famous author Ernest Hemingway wrote one of these types.hey I don't remember what they are exactly called if do please let me know. It just need a little bit of extra thinking ; meaning n essence changes from person to person according to their perception. Unique thing about my stories is that i have played only with few words.............hope you like them......but like them or not please give feedback



STORY 1:

Lust - love life.



STORY 2:

Life lusts love.



STORY 3:

Life loves lust.



STORY 4:

Lust life's love.



Lesson :

Love or Lust. Life has both. Like --.






Epilogue :
hey at last i wrote some stories............ if you are not able to understand any one of them then please ask me...all three words are interwoven


Reviews:
many people didn't even deemed it fit to leave comment.... ask yourself... if even one of the word is not important ever since the mankind began and they will always be as at least I hope that I will not BUT Human beings will survive forever....+

Casus belli --- the Cause of the War

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"be yourself imitation is SUICIDE"


Y waste time on imitating!
wen there so much new and
exciting to do!
Y fake others
when u can be proud YOU!
Y creep into someone else's skin
Wen it could be more terrifying than u can even think!
Y not discover
the truth inside YOU!
Than to commit suicide
by imitating a fool u never knew!




A small lines i wrote few days back in someones scrapbook.......don't know if they can pass of as poem but.... who gives a damn till Friends like you go through it and give me feedback........hey friend thanx for the title

Reviews:
many Friends asked why the Heading "Casus belli" is called so because "its all about internal war........

Only The Size Gets Smaller

Prize: If u can Guess the content of this blog.......i know many people may be getting weired ideas... but i don't thing u can get even close to it.....yeah its not bet but even i had to choose from various things i could have written under this title... from planets to ... what i m writing about....

And the surprise Ends now ....its about sport....THE thing used most in sports not fields, not even net......something most common ... which is in all the sports....
except Players Of course ...and yeah it is ball
did u even gave it a thought.........if u did than u r indeed smart...cheers!!!!

Lets carry on now with main theme....n i hope u will enjoy......as the ball gets smaller.....things get wilder.........The biggest ball in any sport-fly... i m not joking it does.....n the name of the sport is HOT AIR BALLOON...remeber...or missed it .. too....
IN next case ball gets drastically small from the last one....mind u .....never again there would be such a fall..in size... ball is Basketball......one of the most played sport......then comes the most played sport on earth .....FOOTBALL/SOCCER........most people are crazy about it...none of the sport have such a fan following.....player go hysterical over this ball....Taking about hysteria how can we forget RUGBY.......not many sport match the energy level of this sport....if there is energy there is laziness too...the games come to my mind is BOWLING.. quite recent addition to world of sport which is gaining popularity day by day...it u don't need much energy to throw the bowling bowl but you need great amount of it to throw SHOT PUTT.....not a child play for sure THEN comes the balls with which man like to play with.....sorry would not go into details../...on this one..
Sorry i forget to mention Baseball's BALL ..deliberately... as i am myself not sure of its size....saw it only on T.V.....lol!!!
Have talked a lot about men's game ..... turn is now of GENTLEMAN'S game no prize for this...CRICKET of course...most popular game in this subcontinent....sum FYI will come back to our subcontinent again....
Sport which gave the i think most most stars in recent era...those who have global presence..n.. personality...TENNIS...a soft ball game......
yeah coming back to our subcontinent.......the game which INDIA gave to the world for change...HOCKEY' ball.....its another thing now that India is not in the nations which play HOCKEY best.......
Coming to ball which are struck by Stick how can we leave .....GOLF the class game...
played in woods.. nowadays played by Woods... who seems to be the only tiger in the woods.....
Then comes officially smallest ball...TABLE TENNIS BALL.....ping pong... ting- tong ..coming to the end.......thinking about rest....which I have left...
hhmmmm forgot to mention about oldest balls with mankind....
BALLS.....sorry could not write more..... enough is enough!!!!!!!

Hey smallest ball is still left....thinking that i m crazy... never mind...
truth is at last out.......smallest ball game is MARBLES... at least we Indians know about it.....

SO now you KNOW what changes in most of the sports,.... yeah the size of the ball and nothing else.....do u have doubt....i think you are bored enough....next time...I will try to keep it short....lol!!!!!!!!

Damn god It Was Monday.......(D'GIM)

Disclaimer : If anything or any word hurts you than please ignore it.. AND this is not my normal... its once in blue moon.. one offtrack day.. when every thing acts funny

Yeah most of the title is stolen from quite known and frequented place by many of us "thank god its Friday" or "TGIF" whatever way you prefer to call it. Lets not get in title and place because 'my title' may not go down well with many AND 'place' may get many folks hangover.

Getting to the main story, after nice weekend and late Sunday night ........Not even one thing is worth telling therefore i m writing (P.J.) my nightmare in broad daylight. Only one bad thing i knew beforehand was that i would have to wake up early as my flat partner had gone home AND Water supply people would not change their time as per mine....

Goosh!! I woke up early at quarter to 6... ..but but water ... water!!! there was none....waited for whole half an hour... till i could guess that it wouldn't be long that
I will need it for ........Wat to do next..... form ma third floor balcony i could see people... fetching water form a dieing tap....Bombay chawl style..... i too ran with buckets ...For 1st time in life had to carry all those buckets to such great heights 3rd floor.
its was A TASK to carry back those buckets to 3rd floor.......this is not the biggest one...

Mind you problems were just starting.......

Damn it, after that water thing i thought that was it, but there were many for the 'first in life things' in coming..i hope thy dnt repeat.....second terrible thing happened because Maid cum Cook....never came on Monday.. sucks !!!without breakfast...
hmmm ....who gives damn if flat is not swept once in week but without.. but empty stomach after that heavy duty bucket marathon....somehow... glass of doodh n Britannia fruitcake.. came to rescue but cook cum maid really made the day tough

hmmmm.......time for bath - no water - dry bath.....hahaha.....no more about it.....
except... it was on of the hottest day in Delhi ....mercury touching....45 Celsius
so u can imagine how terrible was feeling.....

.... the worst one is a yet to cum

time for office cab... on manic Monday morning........and I was happy I would get sum respite from hot weather n out of the blue troubles....but... sucks .. ma nemesis was not far away.......as soon as i got down from the cab....there was cramp in the right back side maybe because of that bucket carrying drill...from numb pain because of sprain it became overtook my right side N even moving computer mouse seemed like i was trying to move mountain.......even humble handshake.....made my hand...tremble and me grumble in pain....

that was not the last thing in store for me....as when I went back to my place there was no water... therefore cooler was no use...i didn't feel it much as compared to what a fun day has been, it was just a trifle...
like other days this too had to pass... n I was really relieved .....

It isn't that i had the toughest day on earth ,it's just that it was very different from normal lazy and fun day i have.

A kid ,Taught me ,A bit Of Skateboarding......

hey it was manic monday except for the fact that i had a off fer sumthing happening on other side of earth....no complaints a off is better than no off....anyday..AND REAL story start now in the evening, I was chatting with ma friends on roadside after a long time and having total vella time when i saw this little kid skateboarding. After that we spent half an hour convincing kid to lend us his skateboard and teach us ABC of skateboarding.
From then the fun started fer next 6 hour we were skateboarding on road like crazy. Four chaps had gone real berseck. At one time FOur dogs surrounded me,as they must have seen a crazy chap like me fer 1st time.. learning skateboarding on indian roads at 20 yrs of age.....it was real hell!! i was shocked.... n ran fer life..... Overall it one hell of gala time.. n i really enjoyed it.......n yeah forget to tell ..... i was skateboarding till 12 in night frm 6 in evening.......... !!!!! it was real fun on monday night... or rather more of a saturday... night than monday...